GRADUATION !

Three nights earlier, I was terribly upset with everything around me, my life, situation at home, past, future, present, everything and no, I was not on my period.
I cried to bed, as early as 9pm, with pillows all wet, face covered with blanket, nose clogged, it was terribly stupid and depressing that I woke up with puffy eyes.

Cuz words alone are not enough lol and for once, my eyes were not that small. haha

But yeah, to make things worse, I skipped breakfast and when I checked for lunch at home, there was only dhal curry. :|

And of course, no food ; no life ; no mood ; depression rofl

Dramatic, I know. Sad girls are the worst thing ever.

And so I thought, there's no way I'm being all sad and upset with my family when my graduation is just 3 days away!
Luckily enough, my favourite man (Jesus in man's form lol) was free yay!
We made last minute plan for lunch (not exactly lunch cuz he arrived around 5pm) and I don't know mannnnn, I grinned from ear to ear as soon as I saw him! Had so much laughter and being bullied by him was never an issue, of course lol.

Oh I adore him (and his pretty face) so much

It felt like the good old time - well not exactly old times lol but yeah. It felt so nice to finally get back to my usual annoying self after I came back from JB mooooonths ago. 

And of course, the gentleman *cough* offered to send me home and to my surprise, he left me right in front of my house even when I asked him to drop me at the nearest bus stop, Since I adore him so much (I was feeling bad cuz he came in the rain all wet, wearing slippers actually lol), got him a little something and chocolate. 

Went back home, all smiley, and mom was not mad eventhough I came back late and yeah! I WAS BACK TO NORMAL WOOOHOOOOO ! Love you for this, dear creep.

And yes! Back to what this post is supposed to be about, GRADUATION! :D

Right after we all received out sroll (thanks for the flowers, akka, amma and appa. <3)

There you go, my tired, awkward smiley hehehehehe. :3

Right after we got our dress, before the convocation starts. :D
Meet the ones that were with me during my last semester! 

Mas Aidil down there. I couldn't contain my hyperness when I saw him getting his scroll and screamed Mas Aidil!! and everyone around laughed lol. :D 

And of course, I couldn't have gotten my diploma without my pillar of strength, family, Brother was not around. Thank you, my loves. :')

Andddd.... yep. That's all! I don't know what to write about the convocation hahahahaha but it was so nice to finally show appa the place I studied at and he was so happy, watching around, meeting my chefs, enjoying the foods provided. It was overall a happy day. And I felt pretty! Hahahaha. Thank you amma for the lovely suit. <3

One does not simply leave my college without the amazing wall full of celebrity chefs that have visited our place. ;) Hahaha, it was a candid, honestly. 

Yep, that's all! Thank you for reading. 

Till next time, your lil chef. <3 x

Happiness.

Happiness to me, is to bake all day long and spend the night with loved ones. I don't mind not getting enough sleep, I don't mind bossy leaders, I don't mind annoying customers, I don;t mind as long as no one stops me from baking.

I'm graduating next week and I've been working on on my little online business  but here's the thing about working from home at such young age. You stay in other people's house. I know, it's your parents', but still, it's time for you to step out and start living on your own. It gets a bit annoying when I need to try out new recipes and practice my piping skills and stuff but the people around you would still see it this way ; wasted money. wasted time. what's the point if you're not selling it.

But. Is it wrong to make sure my products are really good before selling it? I mean like, come on. People don't repeat orders for my brownies just because it was my first brownies recipe. NO. It's because I tried it so many times and finally found the good recipe that everyone loves.

And about money, it's not like I'm asking money from anyone..

It's sad, really. I would leave this business and start working in a hotel. Infact, I want to go back to JB. I have offers there. But mom is so reluctant, saying that JB is so far away when my own brother is just there. I can work in other hotels, I know, but I can't be doing it from home when I got no transportation! Don't tell me to rely on public transportation during night shift. Don't tell me to actually ask for morning shift. And please, don't tell me to work in some random ass cafe or restaurants. I did not study for nothing. 

This sadness is turning into frustration lol sorry. 

'till next time, loves. x 

M&M Chocolate Cake

Hey guys!

I'm so sorry for not updating my blog as frequent as I used to but hey! I'm updating now. ;) so Hello and Happy November!

I've decided to start a small business on my own before starting my career (early 2015 if possible) and the support was amazing, thanks to my Facebook friends. Last month, a friend of mine asked if I could bake any kind of cake using M&M and I immediately thought of the M&M cake with Kit Kats tied with a big ribbon around it but it's a bit too pricey so I thought of making something more affordable with generous amount of chocolate buttercream buttercream and oreos. And yay! It was a success! :D

This is how it looks like on the inside ;

4 Layers of Chocolate buttercake with two different shades of brown colour. :D 

So what do you think of it? Let me know alright! :D 

These are my other products for now. 

More to come. Thanks for those who've been supporting me and showering me with tons of ideas. :)

'till next time, your lilchef. x